My sister was waiting over 2 weeks for a phonecall to know if she was accepted on a job. Today the phone rang and i picked it up; Because my mom and my sister has the same name i messed up and told them that my MOM was out and soon should be back again, After a little thinking i realized everything...
Should i tell her? May i shut my mouth until they call again? But then will they call again???
I was cornered with no exit, so i went tell her my mistake; her face was so mad and angry and most i try to fix it i just make it worst and worst... besides after a while in middle of the discussion, RING! her boyfriend on the phone: mad and all she explains how much she wants me to kill me.
When she calms down a little she makes me explain everything; i, very nervous, explain how messed up i was with the information; I absolutly forgot the name of the corporation and how i messed between mom and her, and yet i cant make her calm down, i just cant, not now.
After that i recure to my dad (he really is a releaf, no doubt) and he tells me to stay calm, they will absolutely call her back, but still the worst is about to come, in middle of lunch time, my sister was holding both her cellphone and phone and my father makes this joke picking the phone wanting to make a call and my sister says much like: dont do that, i feel ill, sick, because of some (i wont say) <-- thats what she said / i have so wait, they already had an answer to me and now i have to wait, because two weeks wasnt enouhgt thought, im just mad, and im just mad about it.
my mom ends all by sayin: yes santi, you truly are an idiot...
my heart just literally broke, and i need to push and push to not cry on that moment, nowit could be anything the result and i feel responsable for it.
my only complain was whyanyone in the world wasnt she the most pendant about the phone, she knew they were going to call at some point today or tomorrow, why it has to be me the only stupid to pick everyones calls, maybe they'll learn after this~
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Mood:
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Listening to: First Day of my Life - Melanie C